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I am starting to relish the idea that I might look lame on Facebook to other people. That I might look antisocial and withdrawn and uninteresting on the internet. Because lately the last thing I want is the opposite of those.

I don’t want anyone to know anything about me. The more I change and the more I draw inside myself, the less people know me, and the more powerful I feel. I am private. Internal. Powerful.

Tonight I laid on the carpet in the dark and listened to Everything is Talking by The Long Winters and felt all at once like a caricature of myself, and that I could just stay in that warm and fuzzy place forever and not care about anything else ever again. I don’t care about anything.  I want to not. I like to not. All I need is this feeling.

Sometimes I stand in the shower and think about how pointless it all is. But I don’t even care. I just keep washing my hair or face or whatever it is I’m doing. Then I get out and I get dressed and I do something else. It’s beautiful isn’t it?

I really really really like not caring. I am much less concerned with being happy these days. Which is sad? But it’s honestly a nice change. I like the cozy little darkness that is my head these days.

I don’t know why, and I just don’t care to dissect it. I just don’t care at all.

(Source: Spotify)

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corgiaddict: Here’s a group shot from today’s meetup of the “Corgi Nation” at the Huntington Dog Beach in Huntington Beach, California. Red heads, sables, red-head tris, black-head tris, pemmies with tails, cardis, blue merles, and fluffies were all represented. An awesome day by the sea! Woof! I counted more than 49 corgis! HOLY CORGASBORG! THAT IS A LOTTA CORG!!! Heart attack

corgiaddict:

Here’s a group shot from today’s meetup of the “Corgi Nation” at the Huntington Dog Beach in Huntington Beach, California. Red heads, sables, red-head tris, black-head tris, pemmies with tails, cardis, blue merles, and fluffies were all represented. An awesome day by the sea! Woof!

I counted more than 49 corgis! HOLY CORGASBORG! THAT IS A LOTTA CORG!!!

Heart attack

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“why is anyone on the internet making fun of people who look stupid at coachella? everyone looks stupid at coachella. that’s the point. they’re in the desert watching their favorite bands. they’re hot. they’re wearing tank tops. some of them have dumb hats. who gives a shit?”

agree! people who go to coachella can be annoying. people who get annoyed at those people are also annoying. basically everyone should just calm down and stop getting mad at other people for being annoying because we are all annoying and terrible the majority of the time.

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poiseandpen: ——==\\ Poise&Pen Open Call! ///==——Dearest Lovely Followers, Poise&Pen now taking submissions! Send us your photo and Haley and I will pick our favorite once a week and I will draw it and feature you on our blog! Email us at poiseandpen@gmail.com.What we need :  1 full-body photo list of where you got what you’re wearing  **bonus** links to the clothing you listed.  **bonus** close up shots of accessories, shoes, pattern **bonus** link to your tumblr, blog, instagram, whatever—-==\First Guest Feature//==—-model : Jessica Egbu blog : http://www.jesselamoda.com/dress | Ann Taylor - Thrift Storeblack belt | Thrift Storeshoes | Kimchi Blue Victorian Bootglasses | Ray Ban Wayfarersillustration by BabsHaley’s note: Jessica, I LOVE your ‘tude. Let her be an inspiration to us all…bring it hunnies (and dudes). We want to see you twerkin’ it. Allow Babs to immortalize your amazing style.

poiseandpen:

——==\\ Poise&Pen Open Call! ///==——

Dearest Lovely Followers,

Poise&Pen now taking submissions! Send us your photo and Haley and I will pick our favorite once a week and I will draw it and feature you on our blog! Email us at poiseandpen@gmail.com.

What we need : 

  • 1 full-body photo
  • list of where you got what you’re wearing

 **bonus** links to the clothing you listed. 
 **bonus** close up shots of accessories, shoes, pattern
 **bonus** link to your tumblr, blog, instagram, whatever

—-==\First Guest Feature//==—-

model : Jessica Egbu 
blog : http://www.jesselamoda.com/

dress | Ann Taylor - Thrift Store
black belt | Thrift Store
shoes | Kimchi Blue Victorian Boot
glasses | Ray Ban Wayfarers

illustration by Babs

Haley’s note:

Jessica, I LOVE your ‘tude.

Let her be an inspiration to us all…bring it hunnies (and dudes). We want to see you twerkin’ it. Allow Babs to immortalize your amazing style.